I Know….You Love Me….


I don’t know what’s going on your mind,
but I know you don’t want to leave me alone.
I know you are not there to hold my hand,
but I also know that you don’t want to see me gone.

You asked me to trust and I tried to do,
but sometimes my faith starts shaking.
I know that I love you from core of my heart,
but sometimes my patience starts breaking.

The way you look at me assures your love,
but I m unable to read your silent lips.
Your touch takes me to another world,
but it’s still hard to continue our relationships.

I think you love me, I think you don’t.
I think you’ll come for me, I think you wont.
You told me, you’ll never hurt me but still you are doing so.
Don’t take me to a point where i’ll have to leave you and go.

I don’t know what should I ask from you.
I don’t want to force you for anything, just be true.
Just do me a favor don’t ever cheat me and
don’t do anything which makes me regret that i loved you.

Still deep inside my heart, there is a stupid wish.
The moment I die you sit beside me holding my hand
and say to me that “it was great sharing our lives”
Come to me, let’s together make our castles of sand.

Speechless…..


Don’t know what to say
or how to move away.
He is standing in front of me
but we have become strangers today.

I remember the day
when he was everything to me.
I knew nothing more than him
and made him my destiny.

But he never belonged to me
we were not even good friends
but whatever relationship we shared
even that has come to an end.

I tried to make everything normal but it didn’t work.
I wept a lot for him but he never cared.
I know, he doesn’t want me back
or remember any moment which we shared.

But i think sometimes,
nothing is better than something.
There is a lot more in this world
a single person can’t be everything.

Everyone says I should move on
even i know that this is right.
It’s his wish whom he choose
but still i cry for him every night.

I Need You….


A broken heart, a tensed mind
these are the things which I have now.
I know i have to forget someone
but I really don’t know how??

I tried many times,
but every time I failed.
As I went farther
my heart more pained.

He is sweet, he is cute
but he is not mine.
My mistake is that I loved him
and now I’ll have to pay the fine.

He stays in my heart,
he is always on my mind
but he loves someone else
and my love for him is blind.

Loving him is a crime
but I m still doing it.
My heart is completely broken
but still love is there in every bit.

I always say I don’t care
but I know I lie.
I try to hide my emotions
and my tears when I cry.

I never thought that
this will happen to me.
I will go completely insane
to get someone’s company.

Meaning Of Architecture…….


What is the meaning of architecture???

I have heard this question many times. The first time I heard it was first day of my architecture college and last time was only few days’ back. But the interesting point is that I have always got a different answer for this same question……

Generally by architecture people refer to buildings.  But is it really so…..is architecture only related to buildings??? ….. Why the word is even used by software people???….In what ways do it control or affect a building??? …… How does architecture affect our day to day life???…. There is a long list of questions whose answers we need to find out to get a clear picture of architecture…..

SEARCHING THE MEANING OF ARCHITECTURE....

Architecture is derived from the Latin wordarchitectura” which is derived from the German wordarkhitekton” meaning “chief builder/carpenter/mason”. If we go according to the definition given by Wikipedia “Architecture is the art and science of designing and constructing buildings and other structure for human use and shelter”. It is also defined as “both the process and product of planning, designing and construction”. Everyone has got their own definition of architecture. It depends upon your point of view that how you define it. Even world’s greatest architects had their own definition for it.

Anything that is ‘designed’ falls in the domain of architecture. “You employ stone, wood and concrete, and with these materials you build houses and palaces, that is construction, ingenuity is at work, but suddenly you touch my heart and do me good, I am happy and I say, this is beautiful, that is architecture,” –Le Corbusier

“What is architecture anyway? Is it the vast collection of the various buildings which have been built to please the varying taste of the various lords of mankind? I think not.

“No, I know that architecture is life; or at least it is life itself taking form and therefore it is the truest record of life as it was lived in the world yesterday, as it is lived today or ever will be lived. So architecture I know to be a Great Spirit….

“Architecture is that great living creative spirit which from generation to generation, from age to age, proceeds, persists, creates, according to the nature of man, and his circumstances as they change. That is really architecture.”

Frank Lloyd Wright, from In the Realm of Ideas

Some people also refer architecture as……”it is an expression of life.”

THE WAY WE LIVE....THE WAY WE BUILD....

Architecture is concerned with entire built environment around us or else we can say that it is concerned with the planning of entire space around us. For architecture to serve its purpose the space around us should be utilized in the best possible way satisfying our needs as well as our fascinations. Sometimes architecture is also referred as art + technology. When we go in depth, we realise that art and technology just behave as tools which architecture uses to serve its purpose more efficiently. Architecture also plays the role of story teller. Different architectural works tell stories about different civilizations, their ways of living, problems and achievements. As one civilization got influenced by other, so did its architecture.

The term “architecture” has been adopted to describe the activity of designing any kind of system, and is commonly used in describing information technology.

Architecture facilitates our buildings and our built spaces to serve us more efficiently. It takes into account important factors affecting the performance of buildings like lighting, ventilation, sustainability, durability, costing, quality and it’s social, environmental and economical impacts over the society.

Out of all the resources available to us, land is a very important one and in this time of population explosion we need to use it very efficiently. Architecture shows us ways how to plan our built spaces so that we can solve our problems regarding this resource. It tells us how to control the way our built spaces get affected and affect the environment around it. It makes our built spaces eco-friendly, energy efficient and suitable to the native climatic conditions. As we move from one place to another climate changes, culture changes and so does the architecture along with it. All of us are different with different preferences and also some of us are differently challenged. Architecture allows us to personalise our space according to our demands. Architecture is not only limited to physical experiences but it affects our emotional and spiritual experiences as well. The feeling of a palace and that of a church are completely different from each other. Architecture has the ability to control our moods, make us silent, excited, peaceful, scared etc. It has always satisfied our demands with the changing time whether it is Taj Mahal or Empire State building or our imagination of future buildings which enable us to have better lives; they always attempt to provide us the best. At different times it plays different roles in our lives. Somewhere it has been a symbol of life, somewhere of death, somewhere of war, somewhere of peace, somewhere of love and somewhere of hatred but it has always been there to show our reflection to us.

I’ll like to sum it up as   “our architecture is our identity”.

OUR ARCHITECTURE IS OUR IDENTITY....

Missing You……


MISSING YOU.....

When i turn around,

i don’t find you anymore.

i know things have changed,

it’s not as it used to be before….

 

You were just there

in front of my eyes

how come you vanished

without even bidding goodbyes….

 

The moments we shared

and the paths we took together

when i looked at your smiling face

i never thought it wont last forever….

 

I don’t know how to deal with it

even if i call, you are too far to hear

but still i m lucky to have your memories

and i m glad that i met you someday somewhere……

I WILL SURVIVE……..


No hatred and no love
all feelings seem to be gone
life has become completely blur
even myself is becoming unknown

Nothing seems to be worth fighting for
i have no reason to hold on
i know it will make me loose everything
but even sense of pain has gone

There is no one whom i miss anymore
no one with whom i want anything to share
it feels that i was born this way only
no dreams, no desire and nothing to care

When i think of the memories of the past
yeah i regret that they are not anymore
but still whenever i pray to god
i don’t know what to ask for

I am sorry to those whom i have let down
i dint expect life to turn out this way
neither i have the confidence to promise anymore
nor there is anything i want to say

Clouds are all around
nothing is clear anymore
i want to escape
but i m unable to find any door

I am lost, i am dead
no feelings are anymore alive
but still some sound echoes somewhere
and it says that “I WILL SURVIVE”

WISH……


JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU.......

You say yes or you say no,

say a truth or say a lie,

i just wanna hear you,

wanna be with you till i die.

 

I wanna walk with you,

no matter how the paths be,

wanna share your tears,

just wanna call you me.

 

You praise me or criticize me,

think once, who am i????

wanna be on your mind for sometime,

wanna be with you till i die

 

Wanna see deep in your eyes,

and know who you truly are,

wanna be lost in your world,

and leave this world very far.

 

It may be hard or it may be easy,

i may be land and you may be sky,

there is only one wish i ask from god,

wanna be with you till i die………….

FAITH…….


“FAITH TO TOUCH THE SKY”

i don’t know what
i m searching for???
but it will be mine
that’s for sure…

i don’t want to look back
and think what i have lost.
just want some dreams to come true
no matter how much they cost….

i lost my love, i lost my dreams
but then also life is going on.
i cant stop and cry for them,
i know i can’t get, which has gone…

i feel like a looser
who lost everything
no aim, no passion
but waiting for something…

when i see in the mirror
i don’t recognize myself.
i want to believe it’s a nightmare
or want to cry for help…

i want to runaway
leaving everything midway.
but i know it wont work
it’s just easy to say…

but i have strong faith
that one time will come.
when night will be gone
and i will be the rising sun…