Speechless…..


Don’t know what to say
or how to move away.
He is standing in front of me
but we have become strangers today.

I remember the day
when he was everything to me.
I knew nothing more than him
and made him my destiny.

But he never belonged to me
we were not even good friends
but whatever relationship we shared
even that has come to an end.

I tried to make everything normal but it didn’t work.
I wept a lot for him but he never cared.
I know, he doesn’t want me back
or remember any moment which we shared.

But i think sometimes,
nothing is better than something.
There is a lot more in this world
a single person can’t be everything.

Everyone says I should move on
even i know that this is right.
It’s his wish whom he choose
but still i cry for him every night.

I Need You….


A broken heart, a tensed mind
these are the things which I have now.
I know i have to forget someone
but I really don’t know how??

I tried many times,
but every time I failed.
As I went farther
my heart more pained.

He is sweet, he is cute
but he is not mine.
My mistake is that I loved him
and now I’ll have to pay the fine.

He stays in my heart,
he is always on my mind
but he loves someone else
and my love for him is blind.

Loving him is a crime
but I m still doing it.
My heart is completely broken
but still love is there in every bit.

I always say I don’t care
but I know I lie.
I try to hide my emotions
and my tears when I cry.

I never thought that
this will happen to me.
I will go completely insane
to get someone’s company.

Missing You……


MISSING YOU.....

When i turn around,

i don’t find you anymore.

i know things have changed,

it’s not as it used to be before….

 

You were just there

in front of my eyes

how come you vanished

without even bidding goodbyes….

 

The moments we shared

and the paths we took together

when i looked at your smiling face

i never thought it wont last forever….

 

I don’t know how to deal with it

even if i call, you are too far to hear

but still i m lucky to have your memories

and i m glad that i met you someday somewhere……

I WILL SURVIVE……..


No hatred and no love
all feelings seem to be gone
life has become completely blur
even myself is becoming unknown

Nothing seems to be worth fighting for
i have no reason to hold on
i know it will make me loose everything
but even sense of pain has gone

There is no one whom i miss anymore
no one with whom i want anything to share
it feels that i was born this way only
no dreams, no desire and nothing to care

When i think of the memories of the past
yeah i regret that they are not anymore
but still whenever i pray to god
i don’t know what to ask for

I am sorry to those whom i have let down
i dint expect life to turn out this way
neither i have the confidence to promise anymore
nor there is anything i want to say

Clouds are all around
nothing is clear anymore
i want to escape
but i m unable to find any door

I am lost, i am dead
no feelings are anymore alive
but still some sound echoes somewhere
and it says that “I WILL SURVIVE”

WISH……


JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU.......

You say yes or you say no,

say a truth or say a lie,

i just wanna hear you,

wanna be with you till i die.

 

I wanna walk with you,

no matter how the paths be,

wanna share your tears,

just wanna call you me.

 

You praise me or criticize me,

think once, who am i????

wanna be on your mind for sometime,

wanna be with you till i die

 

Wanna see deep in your eyes,

and know who you truly are,

wanna be lost in your world,

and leave this world very far.

 

It may be hard or it may be easy,

i may be land and you may be sky,

there is only one wish i ask from god,

wanna be with you till i die………….

FAITH…….


“FAITH TO TOUCH THE SKY”

i don’t know what
i m searching for???
but it will be mine
that’s for sure…

i don’t want to look back
and think what i have lost.
just want some dreams to come true
no matter how much they cost….

i lost my love, i lost my dreams
but then also life is going on.
i cant stop and cry for them,
i know i can’t get, which has gone…

i feel like a looser
who lost everything
no aim, no passion
but waiting for something…

when i see in the mirror
i don’t recognize myself.
i want to believe it’s a nightmare
or want to cry for help…

i want to runaway
leaving everything midway.
but i know it wont work
it’s just easy to say…

but i have strong faith
that one time will come.
when night will be gone
and i will be the rising sun…